Meet Ruth Bryan, 1805-1860
I am extremely thankful for godly older women who had the foresight to write down practical Biblical teaching for the next generation (wisdom thinks ahead!). I am thankful that my daughters and I can benefit from them today and that they are preserved for future generations of Christian women!
I love reading the writings of Puritan women. And I was encouraged by this excerpt from Ruth Bryan, who lived from 1805-1860. She talks about how God allows us to go through trials and failures to bring us to the place where we are seeking only Him.
I know it is a little lengthy but it is very helpful! Especially if you have been struggling with discouragement or burnout.
This is an excerpt from a letter:
He plunges us in the ditch!
Our Father has determined that Christ shall be all,
and we nothing.
To accomplish this experimentally, He undoes our work.
When we have been washing with soap, He plunges us in the ditch!
When we seem to be getting on a little better than usual, He
turns us upside down.
This is hard work, and while the process is going on, we think it must be for
destruction, for we appear to grow worse
and worse!
But in truth it is for salvation—
to show ourselves to ourselves,
to bring us to forsake ourselves,
and to give us Christ, instead of ourselves.
Oh, what a blessed exchange!
It is worth being spoiled in all the labor of our
hands, and marred in our very best things—to
possess such a treasure!
There can be no drinking of the ‘living waters’ while
we have a price in our hand, be it much or little.
There can be no buying the gospel wine and milk
while we have any money.
There can be no triumphing
in “the Lord our righteousness,” while we are hunting
about for shreds of our own, and sewing them together.
All this is Christ-rejecting and God-dishonoring!
Therefore be not cast down at the Lord’s ways towards
you, for if we are anything, or have anything—Jesus
cannot be everything. And if He is not everything, He
is nothing. He must be all—
for holiness,
for happiness,
for justification,
for sanctification,
for acceptable appearing before God,
for suitable walking before men,
for holy living,
for happy dying.
In short, our Father has “blessed us with all
spiritual blessings in Him.”
And the reason we do not enjoy them more is because we
seek them in ourselves!
Oh to have the single eye which looks at Jesus only!
Then would our whole body be “full of light.”
But thus to venture right away from self is a
venture indeed—and can only be done by the
power of the Holy Spirit.
The Lord is so good to us…thanks for sharing this Sarah. It is so easy to become “self” sufficient and not put all our trust in the Lord Jesus and His finished work. How true it is that we can’t accomplish this work of sanctification without the Holy Spirit working in us to will and to do.
These words describe exactly how my past few days have been. As soon as I seem to sufficient in myself, a trial rears its head to show me exactly where my sufficiency must always be – in Christ! Would love to read more from this woman – where did you find the letter from where this excerpt was taken? Thanks!