When Perfectionism Stops You
So, I haven’t been blogging much lately and a friend asked why. Know what? I’ve got all the excuses:
“I’m just so busy. I’ve got so many plates spinning. I’ve got a toddler again.” She could see through the words.
Truth is, I don’t like doing anything I can’t do well. I struggle with perfectionism.
So, since I can’t formulate thoughts as clearly as I like, and since I compare myself to other bloggers who are really gifted with writing, and who can actually edit properly, I’ve pretty much stopped.
My friend said, “I don’t think you realize what a blessing your blog is to so many women.”
I argued, “I can’t even think anymore let alone write. And my grammar– Ugh.”
She said, “You write really well. I don’t think you know that.”
This conversation repeated with another friend last weekend at a conference, and I finally decided that maybe the Lord was using these sweet friends to tell me something. God wants faithfulness not perfection. God honors obedience not ability.
So, my friends, here I am. Mumbled, jumbled thoughts and all. Less than perfect, but willing to encourage.
I’m hard on myself. Are you? Know what? Perfectionism is a lie that will paralyze and rob you of the blessings of obedience.
How do you recognize perfectionism?
It’s usually in those of us who have high ideals. We’re hard on ourselves and strive for excellence.in.everything. You’re afraid of failure. You’re hurt by criticism. You worry too much about what others think. You believe if something can’t be done well it shouldn’t be done at all. Perfectionism is self defeating and unrealistic. It’s dreamland, honey, because nothing is perfect and we all just need to lighten up.
You know what? I don’t have to be perfect–and neither do you. Isn’t that just great and grace? The gospel comes in to save the day, yet again, in our daily walk–Jesus was perfect for me! I don’t have to be perfect, because I’m already loved, accepted, and it’s all okay because of Him.
Don’t we all need to stop waiting until life is perfect before we step out and really do what God has put on our hearts? Don’t we just need to take courage and lift palms upward and offer our here and now rather than our “As soon as I get it all together, Lord!”
Don’t we need to affirm the truth that God ordains all of our days and our meetings and that the people we serve and the opportunities He brings are not by chance?
If we wait until we all have it all together before we serve, the truth is, the body of Christ suffers and your “light” on a hill disappears.
How are you wired to serve? What gifts has God given you? What is the desire of your heart? Do you love to write, paint, or cook? Do you have the gift of wisdom, discernment, or helps?
Did you know that you don’t need permission to use those good things for God’s glory and you don’t need to wait until you’ve perfected your game?
Did you know that your imperfect words of encouragement or your invitation into a toy-strewn house for a cold glass of lemonade might be the only encouragement offered to a weary soul today.
Just do it. I am. It won’t be perfect, but it will be something. It may not be remarkable, but that’s okay.
Faithfulness not perfection. Obedience, not ability.
What has the Lord been prompting you to step out and do?
I’d love to hear in the comments!